A Little North Of Normality

I cannot shout out Sweet heart But I can whisper I cannot..Laugh with you.. But I can weep alone I cannot…Express how much I love you.. But I can suffer more than I do.. Well I have been doing it all this time.. My silence has eaten my emotions.. I feel lost in every game of life… But still I am a winner A winner in true love Who loved you with all his soul With all his heart Selfless Never desiring even an illusion of possession.. The darkness escapades has all taken a toll I am going nowhere,,, But still my goal is unaltered.. till I sigh my last breath.. I will wish That for at least once For God's Sake Just hold your tongue and lemme love…

I love you…But did I ever say??? No !!!! May be I cannot…May be I am helpless Lost in the battle I am a bleeding knight. Banished From the land. I do love you still..I still remember those Dulcet sounds of your ecstasy… Those beady and moist cheeks Of your glistening tears.. That's what moves me on.. Makes me take my every breath… Your happiness my ultimate success.. Your joy..My fulfillment.. You never shed a tear..for you never Knew I loved you.. Be happy with thy prince.. Forever yours Abhishek              

Ya it's a paradox perhaps the biggest paradox of the present situation..Yes that's what is like..>Everything that we do. We perform or even try to imitate is monotonous..Somehow everybody lacks the individuality…Somehow we all are no longer individual somewhere the creative sphere of the temple has fallen to ruins… The most important philosophy of the over all aspect of life..is that may be we all are there existing but still we are no longer the same old individuals who are colourful or vivacious…we do what everybody does…We even fall in love as it is a trend but then where is all the passion all the emotion..All the pent up demand for appraisal of something original..Well no its not as simple as this..It is very sad that we have all changed…Or may be I am the one who has changed as I see all this and no one sees this..When disorder is the order of the day then the fair is foul and the foul the fair…. I still feel those days of teenage were far more bright far more sunn...

Hey its not a testerone high Sheldon novel that i am taking about but rather an insight about late night escapades of the modern teenagers....Hey Hey! do not get me wrong its called the cyber crawl at night or late night chats with friends...Yes most of my friends and sometimes even me is into and to be truthful there is nothing more splendid.....For me i still do not get why people sleep all night...Really the silent atmosphere is most suitable for a peaceful chat with your near and dear ones...Obviously as all great things come with a price even it has one first of all the fear of being caught and then having to answer all those question you always hated and further pricks about wasting time and all sorts of stuff.... However of late due to several such problems I haven t been quite able to enjoy this splendid things ...but to be truthful if you are one of those people who sleep peacefully in the dark just sneek into the other side of midnight and well you will surely feel that nigh...