A Little North Of Normality

W ell addressing those privileged section of the society who are regular readers of my blog..Well you know how tensed I was..Well now I am just feeling happy and satisfied like relief is the actual feeling that ponders in my mind…Anyways no more blogging…I just thank god for all his blessings..And I am just elated with all my friends performing very well….Specially Akhilesh and Sneha! Even Rishab did quite well and so did everybody else…Thank you God..just One last Prayer… KEEP LISTING TO MY PRAYERS………

Well that's it! The results will be out in less than 24hrs now…the clock has started ticking and life is also taking a regressive radius anticlockwise…I am not in a state of mind to be blogging but virtually I have nothing else to do. I am in absolute muddle…My brain seems numb though I am depending on my computer to feed me info through the means of music that's the only food for thought. "In Dino" is soothing yet I am in a state of shock. I can't imagine that I will be stamped with a percentage within a small span of time. Yes! 10 years of God knows what I did will be rated finally tomorrow at around 3(depending on the ICSE accuracy) all puns intended …. I have already made a 50 phone calls and another 50 sms's all say best of luck…Well yet the two most motivating was of Sneha Ha! You guessed right and Akhilesh Gupta( a one of my biggest lovers)… Yes what he says "That good things happen to good people" and thus this is the moment when you feel tha...

Its not about Partying, Pissing or even panting in the Summers.....Its more of what you call you know what...Yes The Ramblings of my little heart somehow goes Pitter - patter at her sight but well I know like she doesn't feel so...Its more of being In an excitable state the love rather overcomes infatuation but well life sucks .Some has in Orkut "The Gravity Is all Shit....Its The earth Tat Sux"Rite he is absolutely perfect but then again it goes on....In 11 its more of a rat race which if you win you will be eligible for one more rat race and if you are not eligible you get kicked out...Hey that should not be the way...I am a simple person but I might just have an ambition the size of a Sky Scraper...Well unrealistic in today's world but very much possible....today is one of the sad days in the life of many Xaverians....Yes Yes Mr.B K Ganguli has retired I have not been fortunate enough to be taught by him but from what i have heard he was an excitable prospect....

The Xaverian debate Club....I am a relatively recent member......It takes place well 9-9:25 dun laugh or get some kind of a bolt from the blue that is our school for you...We do things faster than anybody else can....A one minute speech is gargled away in less than 40 secs.....Thats Nihil Ultra for you....The topics are equally interesting with us talking about....Things Like the Gender Of God...The Generation The Indian Global Power Myth and stuff..... Things in Xaviers is hot now....We are in desperate needs to find time with the South Point Fest, Callisto, RAbindra Jayanti coming close and of course the FA Debate.....Hey its not a hyperbole I am using...Its a fact we are trying our level best to squeeze out every drop of secs from am min...The members of the Debate Club well leaving us apart(Freshers)We have the World Famous Agni who thinks "we were wise but later considers otherwise".The Voices Chieftan Ilmaz Syed....The moderator Ms.Ranjana Bhattacharya is the only good ...

Hey I was busy as you might have realized I tried many things but couldnt find time...One of mother's Sis got married a few days back...And as you know being a Bengali it was one of the lovliest experiences...It was too good...Meeting every other relative after long gaps actually I was busy wid ICSE before this...It was on the same day as Ab Ash Bash...So a memorable day...The party rocked and the fun cannot be expressed in words.....I Will be shortly sending the video updates but dun have time...And also some unfortunate things in my life.. 1.One of friends going through a severe emotional trauma.... 2.I screwed up My physics exam... 3. was very happy about chemistry teacher twisting her leg God laughed and now I am limping all over the place.... 4.Computer got jacked with MS OFFICE getting corrupt didnt tell anybody ... 5.And a few tit bits here and there... But still the marriage mood was quite an experience I cant wait to have my own...Hey Jokin I dun Really believe in it...But...

I lost the battle I lost the strife Of having you as my lovely bride Not because my love was false Nor for any petty cause I was true and so were you But somehow I lost it______ Why? you ask the same reply One small error to judge the length To be fooled by the friendly way That he welcomed you and greeted Has done not much to you But just left me outwitted !

Light is bright Light is gaudy Light is gross Hearty haudy I am weak to weak to see In the light That bedazzles me I am dull I like the dark Where all are same All common larks Where all are black And no ones white Where there is pain But no fight___ I love the dark I love the dimness I am a sordid figure Of forgiveness.......