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ICSE RESULTS OUT TOMORROW….

Well that's it! The results will be out in less than 24hrs now…the clock has started ticking and life is also taking a regressive radius anticlockwise…I am not in a state of mind to be blogging but virtually I have nothing else to do. I am in absolute muddle…My brain seems numb though I am depending on my computer to feed me info through the means of music that's the only food for thought. "In Dino" is soothing yet I am in a state of shock. I can't imagine that I will be stamped with a percentage within a small span of time. Yes! 10 years of God knows what I did will be rated finally tomorrow at around 3(depending on the ICSE accuracy) all puns intended….

I have already made a 50 phone calls and another 50 sms's all say best of luck…Well yet the two most motivating was of Sneha Ha! You guessed right and Akhilesh Gupta( a one of my biggest lovers)…

Yes what he says "That good things happen to good people" and thus this is the moment when you feel that there are a few (but there is existence)of people who really care for you not just show a false sense of formality and courtesy…I love you 2…What you said is applicable to you both as well…In my prayers I have always prayed for the best and tomorrow is God's first chance to answer my mutterings over the last 16 years…I cannot write and may be what I am writing is utter bull shit but the very fact that I am writing for my blog keeps me writing…I feel insecure I am confident et a lurking sense of fear and god knows how many butterflies I had swallowed over the years that they all want to come out of my tummy tonight…………………………..

I mean I am really tensed and that's what I know and so are all my friends yet I have a feeling a hope that tells me tomorrow will be my big day…May be I am wrong but I wish just pray for me Just pray for me …If you are one of those people I think are close to my heart I am just keeping my fingers crossed and so do you…May The Lord Bless Us All……….

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