A Little North Of Normality

Me and toai.. made this for Rai. Painting ,after years, it was quite an experience.... This was the front face of the card....

Mother Goddess Is on her way.....

This incident occurred a long time back. I need to think deeply to get the exact date which I presently consider unnecessary . This is about a confused individual. Now the question about who was confused remains a very big question, because we both thought it was the other one... Confusing Well then bunk It!! To get straight at the point, I need to make you realise, that there was gratitude and a dignified farewell wrapped in a perfect combo in this perfect scenario. I shall abstain from nomenclature of the individuals under the forbearance of the privacy that I need to maintain , however each of this incidents in my life are real, and so are the conclusions that I have drawn from them, no matter how absurd they might seem. In this case it is( read: was) a bit heart breaking, for it was simply un expected... In many a case there are instances where despite of the world being a small place you fail to meet your next door neighbor, while in other cases there are these oddly absurd co...

Sometimes I feel Misplaced in this world....From a schooling heaven ,I was forced back on earth... The rise won't be easy... But would surely try to work out the path again....God Bless!!

Sometimes I feel Misplaced in this world....From a schooling heaven ,I was forced back on earth... The rise won't be easy... But would surely try to work out the path again....God Bless!!

Sometimes I feel Misplaced in this world....From a schooling heaven ,I was forced back on earth... The rise won't be easy... But would surely try to work out the path again....God Bless!!

Sometimes I feel Misplaced in this world....From a schooling heaven ,I was forced back on earth... The rise won't be easy... But would surely try to work out the path again....God Bless!!

Looks The Same..... :)

That's The Best I Could Do For Now.....

Messaging, possibly messaging is something I do sincerely…. Up to a maximum of 200 messages in a single day, to an average of almost 60-70 daily . Yes! Do not be surprised I am not exaggerating…The "Vodaphone" scheme helps a lot too making it an addiction rather than a habit…Riju, Rai, Tanaya, Maddy Tanay, Sam, sometimes long lost people and of late Pattie are my partners in the crime… A daily dose of night time chit chat, well serves as a sedative , a relaxant…..Insecurity of presence or fear of anonymity or just trauma of being alone , or what exactly I have not been able to decipher…but my day isn't complete without texting… A daily goodnight session with Rai, in general is a must for both of us… The topics of discussion are insignificant but the fact that my fingers are in perpetual motion, typing as if in a frenzy …is what concerns me the most.... If I need to be focused… I have to make sacrifices and what more to me than messages… but then I am still not sure of su...

There is a thin line that separates love and close friendship. Living in India, being brought up in quite a liberal family, I still insist that if the friendship is in between two people, of opposite gender , well usually the word "best friends" doesn't really make sense( in most cases as I see around me)… But the trouble is, I being part of one or more such relations find the word "Friend" very meaningful…. Now the big question ????? Would I love a girl who has a guy , supposedly "BEST FRIEND"_____ No! I wouldn't , maybe that's where instincts creep in!!! May be I will learn to deal with it, the day it'll comes… I fear the hour of losing my closest friends one day…in an uncanny twist of human psychology... I can see it coming __________Its unavoidable ,but I wish it's delayed as much as possible… I surely don't love her now, but then would I, if I ever were to lose her… No I guess not….The best part of it though is ,that we hav...

MY FRIEND'S LAZY.... THEY TAKE AGES TO GET ME GOOD PHOTOGRAPHS THAT WERE TAKEN IN THIS PLACE... PUBS ROOF THAT IS... SO THIS IS A CONSOLATION PRIZE FOR THOSE WHO ARE MISSING OUT ON THE BETTER PICTURE.....

I DID MANY THINGS ON PUBALI AKA TOAI'S ROOF..... BUT THIS WAS FROM HER BALCONY... WHILE SHE WENT TO XEROX... I WITNESSES THE STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN... MY PHONE IS NOT TOO GREAT.... SO COULDN GET BETTER RESOLUTION.. STRAIN YOURSELF... AND SEE... A RAINBOW IS VISIBLE...OR I GUESS IT IS!!!!

THIS IS A FRIEND OF MINE..... HE IS COMMITTED.... HE CLAIMS HE LOOKS EVEN BETTER.... BUT I BET... ITS THE BEST OF HIM WHICH I HAVE CAPTURED BY "LUCK BY CHANCE"........... SHINE ON!!!

These are some of my favourite movies......I would love you guys to add to this list.and help me see some better flicks.... and surely try and catch all of these... Only if  you love watching movies though... 1.    Forrest Gump 2.    Seven 3.    Lord of the Rings 4.    The Pursuit Of  Happiness 5.    A Beautiful Mind 6.    Into The Wild 7.    Rasciomon 8.    Life Is Beautiful 9.    Requiem For A Dream 10.  The Dark Knight 11.  Shawshank 12.  Schindler's List 13.  The Prestige 14.  Lord Of The Rings(the two towers) 15.  American History X 16.  The Green Mile 17.  Saving Private RYAN 18.  The Departed 19.  Notebook 20.  The Silence Of  The Lambs. 21.  American Beauty. 22.  The Warriors . 23.  Matrix. 24.  The Gladiator. 25.  Band Of Bro...

Once or twice upon a time In the land of Hooghly Line was born a girl both small and heady.. ..and her friends though slow but steady! Every morning when the girl awoke, Amidst all hurry at seven s stroke! Began her quest so nice and good... To get a suitor of well brood... Great she is from dawn to dusk Cheering, adda in every task the only weakness-- a wobbly knee.. A bit of wine and a height to see ... Fighting for the smallest cause__ Yet fighting just because-- A reason she does not sometimes even know climbing up the college stairs in-case or for skipping the matinee show! Portrait, Gossips she gets all right___ Yet she has often the weirdest plight... Going into a shopping spree Boots and bags as if free... Yet in spite of all these crazing Rai remains to be bloody amazing -- Great yet small , a lovely being... Ever smiling and a honest thing. In the wake of 19 yrs... We with you luck and loads of cheers A promise to remain the best of friends.. for passing years... And changing...

Its been a long time when I last sat down to write my blog. The time however has not been as cliche as my frequency of posts would suggest. It's been quite happening. The dreams , the hopes or even perhaps the vague Idea that i had about life after school, has finally matured into reality. And yes it is also true that this is not exactly the kind of reality I was expecting. For after 12 years, when I finally came out in the world of my own, the beginning was not as dreamy as I would have loved it to be. Anyway , this is not the place where I will complain, for the other small realization that has sunk in deep in me, is that there is nothing called an excuse. There is nothing called, "because of" ! The queries have been many , sometimes like "Why Me" , sometimes " Why Not"...And it is very evident form this post, that I think I have lost some of the habits of regular blogging... My exuberant vocabulary is under renovation so can't help being simp...