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There are times, when you think of only the negatives. Think of all the darkness all around you. I do not know why i indulge in such a painful foreplay of anticipated calamities, but I do... Dreading the future, scared of corners...Am I hopeless, am I scared, am I too timid to be able to face life as it comes, or a even more pathetic proposition rises in my mind...May be am obsessed with victory, a victory which keeps dodging me, eluding me and sub conscious. May be its a pleasure, to think of calamities, and yet survive to tell the tale, may be I enjoy putting myself in such situations, and try to believe that I would come out unscathed.... Am I losing the plot somewhere, may be... Am I winning battles in my mind, rather citing war chants, just to imagine bloodshed....Does the lost belief, provoke such a gory climax... If it does... Then I feel vindicated, with every fear, feel used at every uncertainty... And... More

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