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I Still Do Not Know


I do not Know,
I still Do not know What I promised you...
Still Do not know Why You deserted Me....
May Be I forgot...
May It got lost in the hazy existence
 Yet I found The answer nowhere !
I searched for days and months...
I looked in the obscure depths of my heart
Mind sometimes
I got no reply.......
I search no more______
For it matters not....
More so to you...
But To me too!!!
 Its Just the three words
which I knew " I LOVE YOU"
Just that it has been replaced
"Loved" instead.....
 I know you not...
Maybe I never did....
May Be I never Will____________

Comments

Nowhere Man said…
HYPOTHERMIA



There's an everlasting winter in my heart,
The blizzard refuses to subside,
Freezing my innards,
Till all senses die.

Frostbites benumb my soul,
Anger long suppressed in my veins,
Seeks to break free,
But finds itself in chains.

Love to me is a foreign word,
Never uttered here,
Hatred so prevalent,
Amongst the rampant fear.


Redemption now is impossible,
To wade back through the river,
When I am halfway though,
These thoughts leave me in a shiver.

When the scarlet drops crystallise,
Shudders become spasmic,
The mind loses the power of thought,
Hypothermia sets in .
March 20, 2009 at 5:51 PM
Ritayan said…
my friend, you see the search for such obscure answers is fruitless but nevertheless the search which stirs your soul makes you stronger after all the hottest fires make the strongest steel.

remember what dylan said :

It ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
It don't matter, anyhow
An' it ain't no use to sit and wonder why, babe
If you don't know by now
When your rooster crows at the break of dawn
Look out your window and I'll be gone
You're the reason I'm trav'lin' on
Don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
That light I never knowed
An' it ain't no use in turnin' on your light, babe
I'm on the dark side of the road
Still I wish there was somethin' you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin' anyway
So don't think twice, it's all right

It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
Like you never did before
It ain't no use in callin' out my name, gal
I can't hear you any more
I'm a-thinkin' and a-wond'rin' all the way down the road
I once loved a woman, a child I'm told
I give her my heart but she wanted my soul
But don't think twice, it's all right

I'm walkin' down that long, lonesome road, babe
Where I'm bound, I can't tell
But goodbye's too good a word, gal
So I'll just say fare thee well
I ain't sayin' you treated me unkind
You could have done better but I don't mind
You just kinda wasted my precious time
But don't think twice, it's all right
March 26, 2009 at 8:35 PM
Butterfly said…
Liked the simplicity in the verses...
April 5, 2009 at 4:07 PM
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